5th sep...went to friday prayers alone...i reach there early...not many ppl..choose the best seat...meet some male teachers...mr zainuddin(ex-hist teacher),mr raydza(ex-malay dance teacher),mr haikel(current PE teacher) and ustaz maznan(current religious teacher)...was happy to meet mr raydza cause it was also his birthday...however i only msg him when im in the bus..i was also teasing him abt getting his 'girlfriend'...nothing much to do...was at home lazing arnd..'biaselah bulan puase'...haha..then break-fast...at night listen to MJ 12..&& sufyan was telling his npcc story...my mum also join me for awhile..


6th sep...didn't go for mendaki...lazy as usual...was my sis bdae..she went to study at the library...my father thinking of bringing her to break-fast outside but unluckily,no place to sit...so,they took the food home...n0thing much really...break-fast food was ok...

today,went to religious class...came abit later..then this guy(i think its 3/4 guy) enter ustad firdaus class..was laughing cause he was singing and telling stories...very funny...meet mom & dad at the sewing shop...take the clothes and buy more cloth for grandpa shorts...proceed home...'cekik darah btol bile sampai rumah'...i don't know how my siblings think...they don't seem to appreciate others help...no respect for the elders...and their thinking was so immaturely...im the only one need to look aft my mom feelings and welfare when my dad are not arnd...abt the house chores given to them,they didn't do it...my mother did it and they just allow it to happen..OMG!!!stress living in this kind of environment..even if i told my mom,she can't do anything..i just feel that i wanted them DEAD than living..im sorrry to say this,but this is too much...it was lucky that i have blog to express my feelings...it was useless to have friend cause it won't help...haix!!!

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